If you are interested in our performance, or want to/have seen it, please comment below with your thoughts, responses and ideas on the performative experiment. We would love to hear from you!
Feeder.
We are six female students exploring food, fetish and our own personal relationship to it all.
A truly powerful, compelling and inspirational piece. It captivated and opened my eyes to the deeper meanings of the ‘feeder’ fetish, as well as the emotions that all six of you went through. It was a very realistic piece and the fact that you couldn’t have rehearsed each ‘gainers” limit was very intriguing. A very well done to you all!
Being an experiment I understood how much you wanted to achieve your target time , however having watched from the very start it was clear that this was going to be a struggle , the first half hour was constant feeding with hardly any moments for breath. I felt very aware at that time as to what you were actually doing. Uncomfortable was my second feeling. The change of facial expressions from neutral , to you looking scared and struggling , not wanting the next mouthful. The moment one of you was sick, was the moment I found it most difficult. I didn’t want to see you in pain . I decided to leave the room at certain moments because it was all a bit to much for me.
Unfortunately you didn’t achieve your target time, yet I am relieved that you didn’t , pushing yourself so hard could have been damaging for health and psychologically.
When walking into the performance all i could smell was food, however there was a strange fragrance coming from somewhere within the room that i could not quite grasp. I looked over at the action happening on the stage, and saw the three girls who were getting fed, one of them looked like she was turning a funny colour, one just looked like she couldn’t stomach anymore food, and the other looked like she was going to cry and be sick. I felt that the atmosphere in the room had quite a menacing feel to it. The three girls who were feeding the others looked quite sinister to me which heightened the tension in the room. I could not stay in the room for very long because as an audience member i just could not watch the girls suffer any longer, they looked like they were imprisoned.
Preface: I am not English, I do not know if the message is clear
Hello,
I found your web page, because I have an interest in the feederism and then I often research updates of words related to the topic on google.
I think your experiment will give a result mostly personal.
In truth I having had the opportunity to observe the community on the web, I can say that there isn’t a real homogeneous result.
I’ll explain: according to the roles and sex, there are different scenarios. And there are high and low percentages of certain types of ideas within the federsim.(in precision it is paraphilia)
We find a large proportion of gay people, with this passion (both lesbian, gay boys, transgender)
A small proportion consists of girls with eating disorders who love men who are overweight (these girls are fat admirers, more than feeder). But there are also girls of normal weight, but always with an attraction to these men called BHM (Big Handsome Man). These girls say they love the difference of the series: “opposites attract.” The history of Freud’s sadism does not seem inherent, even if at first glance you may think. There is a psychological component, yes, but not 100% relevant as deviance!
The feeder component , we find mostly in the male. Since ancient times the fat woman was a symbol of prosperity-fertility. Unconsciously, this is what clicks in man, like a primal instinct.
So much so that in animals, the lead food is a form of courtship.
The mutual feeding, it is rare, it is found “sublimated” in any engaged couple, but you can classify vanilla…
So we find the BHM & BBW(Big Beautiful Woman) who feel accepted, and for this they show.
Then we also find here behaviors related to BDSM, like in many activities which then flow into the sex. Each person lives in the feederism own way, some more exaggerated, some less.
The fact remains that the model “superskinny” is imposed. The fact remains, however, that the other side is the overconsumption. Anyway, the food and the sex will always remain the two sensations of taste par excellence. So, probably, this kind of thing continued to broaden out, without making it seem like something “dirty”.
You could write endlessly. Then I have my personal preferences etc..